So not funny…amazing how things change. Another school shooting. These things hit me like a bus. Columbine ruined me for a year, I mourned…I became an insomniac. Now I'm just angry. So angry. I wish I knew at who or what. So angry and losing hope in humanity. We keep trying to do good, but this keeps happening. I don't know if our little bits of good scattered about can actually overcome this kind of hatred and evil.