How do you let go of something that you've worked tirelessly on for seven years? I started and have maintained a youth support site for 7 years. I'm no longer passionate about it, I'm neglecting it, I need to make a decision. Hundreds, if not thousands, of youth still rely on it and find comfort and fellowship in it. What do I do!? It's maddening.
The last 24 hours have been really emotional. Lots of reflecting, looking up old friends and groups I used to be associated with. It's hard to move on, especially when the right now isn't nearly as appealing as it all was. I feel stuck, and I feel like I'm going nowhere. I feel like I COULD be going somewhere, but, circumstances aren't allowing for it. Blah! Circumstances I ultimately control.
*sigh* It's all nuts.